That’s upsetting, im in kinda the same situation and if i also had the money I would. Literally the most shitty and awful paying jobs are open right now and i cant really work at my local crack head den mcdonalds for 13$ an hour from 12am to 8am. Not saying all McDonalds are that but the one in my town definitely is.
I think people are just unempathetic. Your 19, it’s hard to get a job, your probably in school, and most of your life is under your parents, like insurance and stuff. It’s hard to break away and figure everything out on your own when you are also raised at a disadvantage with shitty parents