
Basically I feel like I’m not honest with them but I also don’t want to open up and have like a pity me party so I honestly always pretend to be totally fine around them but I’m really not in really struggling so bad I think about just ending it sometimes and I think if I told someone it would make them think I’m looking for attention or being manipulative or trying to get sympathy which i guess I am I just hurt alot and don’t know how to tell people life has been really hard for me