Sounds like me and you are very similar, recently lost a whole friend group over a misunderstanding. But you know what that showed me? They weren’t real friends. Real friends will try to fix and save a relationship if they really care about it. While I don’t who you are as a person, I’ll give you some general advice. Most friends don’t last, they’ll give only way they do is if your a people pleaser and at that point your just headed towards losing everyone, it’s not worth it.
It’ll take time, lots of trial and error, but you’ll find people who will see you as worth the struggle, worth the growth, and it will grow into a beautiful friendship. That goes both ways. True friendship takes a lot of work, vulnerability, and struggle. But you will find your people OP, find those with similar beliefs and passions is a pretty good tip despite seeming obvious. You got this OP, best of luck!