
And I would never tell him, it would hurt him a lot and I’m not in the mood for another convo on it how I am not satisfied with how little I have dated around and seen what works or what I want. Or even slept around. So in my free time I do take it upon myself to explore some more. He refuses to admit that point to our conversations. I give him free will, he can do what he pleases. I just don’t wanna hear abt it yk. That’s decent enough