
It is literally one of the worst feelings and I still stayed with him for so long. I completely get it girl I didn’t even get to break up with him because he broke up with me and I’m still dealing with like all of the terribleness that he caused and though I still love him, it sucks. You are not alone. I am now a month three without him and it does eventually get better but they’re still days that are really bad and there’s other days that everything feels really good.