he would pout and go “HMPH!” and would always look at me and say “mmm kiss” it was disgusting i genuinely remember being feeling so revolted kissing him. during sex when he was leaning down on me i would hold on and clench my jaw mouthing to myself stop please so he wouldn’t hear me. he would guilt me into sex so. i also would tremble all the time when he tried to kiss down my body, my body was really rejecting him. i never let him eat me out. whenever he put his hand or face down there
i would have to clench my jaw so bad and hold something bc i didn’t know why i hated him putting his hands down there. he would sometimes tho touch my boobs randomly and put his hand down there and i said pls stop and he would then do it again. he acted like a man child so i saw him as a kid and was disgusted by him. like when he came up close it was the most disgusting creature ive ever seen