I’m gonna tell the new guy this weekend. He knows my only experience with relationships was an abusive one and has just told me to communicate with him so he knows what’s going on, so I’m gonna tell him this specific thing this weekend. But I just saw him. I was probably going to see him tomorrow but now I’m like terrified to. He’ll be bartending somewhere I ALWAYS go on my nights out though and he knows I’m planning to go out so idek what to do