⚠️TW: mention of sewaside⚠️
This is so real I feel this deeply on so many levels. I feel like it’s hard for people to actually understand me as someone with depression. It gets worse in front of everyone and nobody knows it.
I have no passions. I’d rather kms than work a 9-5. I can’t get an A in anything bc I sleep thru all my classes and do half my work and never turn it in. I dont want to go back to school but rotting at home is scary. I cant picture a future i like anymore
i genuinely have no motivation for anything anymore and it freaks me out so bad i force myself to do things i almost never wanna do. the only reason ive lived this long it's cause im scared of hurting my family if i go tbh
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Anonymous17w
Hi it’s OP from that post. I’d say go thru the comments they help a lil. I’m not sure where my life is going but I mean might as well keep going with it right, things change quick
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Anonymous#117w
Naw fr it’s so hard to get out of bed and simply live. It’s hard to exist atp. I feel like everyone around me is witnessing me break down slowly right in front of their own eyes without even realizing it
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Anonymouspoosaycleaningdevices17w
i genuinely am clutching to the thought that im only miserable because i live in this country, but if that turns out to be a lie ✋😔 i dont even wanna think about ir
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Anonymous#117w
There’s been so many times in my life where I considered ending it bc of how stressful things are. They say things will get better soon, but when is soon? How much more time do I need to wait until I become “happy”?