
And like 2 ppl in my life have asked me which makes me question myself even more 😑. Tbh I find a girl (giving off masc vibes) truly hot legit just once a year, dk what that says but too many problematic aspects going on here. Actually kicking myself abt this like every other day just bc ik id be such a relationship person and im surrounded by couples. Cupid arrows falling literally everywhere but at me
Sry for my jumbled words & jumping from topics. bc of all that = my brain just comes to the conclusion that I give off that bc no guy has shown interest ever like even in middle school with sc, gossip, or like the smallest things idk - which most if not all the ppl ik, no matter how “attractive” has happened to. friends or other girls give compliments n stuff. Writing this out shows me how shallow my thoughts r on me needing validation which f that but it’s true. idk not good putting it in words