Anonymous #1 8w

Ya, like it’s not voices but it’s just random thoughts of commentary. I’m also very sleep deprived. It’s not a good situation

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Anonymous OP 8w

i mean if it’s in your own voice or the same voice you normally have then you might just be thinking tbh

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Anonymous #2 8w

It’s like in the voice of one guy I know specifically.

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Anonymous OP 8w

But I have been thinking of him tho

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Anonymous OP 8w

It’s just your inner thoughts. They get loud when other people aren’t around for you to express yourself. Do you have family you can call when it gets like that?

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Anonymous #1 8w

That makes sense. And yes , but very limited. I just have my grandmother.

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Anonymous OP 8w

sometimes i have thoughts in other people’s voices especially if i’ve listened to them a lot lately. it sounds like ur bored and lonely like you said

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Anonymous #3 8w

girl i went into such a deep psychosis bc of this situation pls stop taking it if u are

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Anonymous #2 8w

It just gets really confusing as of lately. But that makes sense if I’ve been isolated for so long

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Anonymous #3 8w

Yes 😂

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Anonymous #3 8w

I take it to focus and I’ve been on it before and I’ve been fine

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Anonymous OP 8w

I KNEW ITTT okay Im so serious stop taking it. Or get prescribed antipsychotics or benzos to take with them at the same time

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Anonymous #3 8w

Wait why?

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Anonymous OP 8w

yeah, do you have friends you could maybe facetime or something? it’s not the same but it helps a little. loneliness is really hard

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Anonymous OP 8w

Bc it gets worse. The delusions come to life. Full Requiem of a Dream stuff😬

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Anonymous #3 8w

i think this may be a leap. from what she’s described it doesn’t sound like these voices are separate from her own inner monologue. meds affect everyone differently so your experience on them doesn’t necessarily mean she’s having the same one

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Anonymous OP 8w

You’re probably malnourished as well. Cook yourself a steak. Lots of veggies

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Anonymous #2 8w

Not at all sadly 😂

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Anonymous #3 8w

I’ve never had that happen and I’ve experienced this before when I was under stress. It just freaks me out bc I can’t distinguish thoughts from voices

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Anonymous #2 8w

It’s a warning.

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Anonymous OP 8w

And it also makes me really paranoid

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Anonymous OP 8w

Yeah they have an issue with Adderall rn (it’s documented on reddit, look at r/thisaintadderall) where they started putting cheap ingredients in and the quality of the med went down and now it makes people super paranoid and not act like themselves. Happened after the shortage.

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Anonymous OP 8w

This is why it may be effecting you differently than in the past as well. So I’d try to get another stim prescribed

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Anonymous OP 8w

the paranoia is a bigger warning i think. just bc it’s hard to tell if ur experiencing voices or not since we can’t hear them with you but paranoia is a big one. schedule an appt with ur psychiatrist soon

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Anonymous #3 8w

Should I discuss this with my psychiatrist? I was prescribed regular adderall. What’s different about the two meds

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Anonymous #2 8w

Well I feel like I explained that weird. I hear the voices but they sound like thoughts. They’re internalized and they don’t sound real. It’s just vivid complements and criticisms that make me feel paranoid and anxious

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Anonymous OP 8w

oh i understand. and they feel separate from you, if that makes sense?

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Anonymous #2 8w

Ya, but I know they’re in my head. But they happen so frequently that I’m wondering if it’s real and then opinion of that person

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Anonymous OP 8w

The*

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Anonymous OP 8w

ohh, def entering the territory of delusions. it’s good that ur catching it early. i can tell you now its not actually the opinion of that person because you have no way of reading their mind or like having telepathy with them, but idk me saying that actually helps

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Anonymous #2 8w

*idk if

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Anonymous #2 8w

Oh my God that does because that’s exactly where I am and it’s freaking me out.

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Anonymous #2 8w

It’s just me trying to figure out how to stop it. The isolation is not a help to me. And I listen to music constantly and that’s not helpful bc it disconnects me from the world if that makes sense and makes it worse

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Anonymous OP 8w

yeah, these thoughts are scary but they are not real. it’s common with certain mental illnesses for people to have delusions like that, but no one can hear your thoughts and you can’t hear anyone else’s. i think you should get in contact with your psychiatrist and tell them you need an emergency session soon and tell them everything you’re experiencing so they can help you out

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Anonymous #2 8w

Could it also just stem from severe isolation?

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Anonymous OP 8w

yeah absolutely! that can definitely trigger it. but you wanna get it checked out to prevent it from potentially worsening

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