
and my friends (bless their hearts) keep saying “well then its just not your time” — “it wasn’t in the cards” — “there’s no age limit on college, you can always go back! there’s a (insert insultingly high age) in my class” like omg thank yeeeeewwwww but that’s actually making it worse😍
and i did the right thing. I sat in the stands for hours and only cried to my (also graduating) bf the night before. I cheered, i smiled for photos, i gave hugs and celebrated, but my lord i literally just wanted to crawl into a ditch. and now all the posts are coming out and im just :/