Girl Talk on Yik Yak | I’ve been getting really explosive and shouting whenever I’m inconvenienced by other people or having to deal with their shortcomings. I think it’s bc I’ve been treated this way in the past and I’m becoming the kind of person I’ve always hated the most.

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Girl Talk 20w

I’ve been getting really explosive and shouting whenever I’m inconvenienced by other people or having to deal with their shortcomings. I think it’s bc I’ve been treated this way in the past and I’m becoming the kind of person I’ve always hated the most.

Anonymous 20w

I’m acting like my dad basically and I hate but I can’t manage my anger it just comes out and I can’t stop it— I’m basically becoming the worst version of myself and I don’t want people to see this side of me. I lock myself away from the world and I don’t like talking to new people or making new friends bc of how I’m acting. I’m becoming so miserable and toxic and so so mean even though I’m the complete opposite at heart. It’s like im wearing the face of the people I’ve hated.

Anonymous 20w

understandable, when u were pressured into perfection, seeing other people let their mistakes or issues roll off their back can be irritating

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OP 20w

I tell myself all I need it rest but it doesn’t help— it makes me feel worse because I know it’s not doing anything. I don’t know anymore.

Anonymous

OP 20w

i relate so much. rest probably wont help, try to find hobbies and things you enjoy doing alone. become best friends with yourself to build your esteem. your good heart is still in there, but pain and self hatred only turns it rotten. be easy on yourself, you can only heal it if you nurture it and love yourself. make new friends slowly, but prioritize YOURSELF first, when you prioritize them over yourself you allow them to take full control over your emotions and worth