hi. sometimes it’s okay to not be strong…you don’t need to be and nobody expects you to be right now. i know you’re digging your heels in, probably wondering why the world is unfair. people i’ve noticed always like to give advice about the future and that you’ll be okay one day and honestly, i detest that for moments like these. right now, the present, what you need is to understand that it’s okay to sulk. what happened is horrible and you deserve a hug. right now you’re not ok and that’s ok
but you, slowly but surely, will regain the pieces. pour the love you once had into yourself. promise yourself that this doesn’t define you. you are an amazing person so go take a nap, go watch your favorite movie to forget real life for a little bit, go read or write and slowly the pieces and cracks will begin to heal…it will take time. i’m so sorry for all of this, nobody deserves that