guys it gets better one you leave that RAT. id beg my ex for letters and id maybe get a torn off piece of paper w a couple words on it. My bf now sent me a whole letter w stickers and dried petals in it without me even asking. I genuinely thought i would marry my ex but im so much more secure now
thats always a possibility tbh. Im a queer leftist still living in my hometown so i thought i was gonna be alone forever if i left him. But its either stay and waste more time hoping something will change, or leave and love yourself again and open that door for someone better to come along