All I want to do is be in my happy queer relationship, not worry about the anxiety filled thoughts, food bliss telling me to eat then starve myself because I deserve it, have the friends, not live at home full time at 21. I’m just exhausted everyone. I just want to be happy but do I deserve it constantly?
you always deserve to be happy! as someone who’s been struggling with disordered eating in the past and went back to it recently, it’s always going to be a battle between me and my body dysmorphia but we got this and we deserve to live happy lives even when we think we don’t 💗 you got this!