Girl Talk on Yik Yak | TW I hate being hypersexual like people don’t realize how much SA changes your body and your brain. Like it’s harder to say no, your brain doesn’t register safe touch anymore. And they’ll be like “oh it’ll go away” no it doesn’t. It’s a scary feeling.

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TW I hate being hypersexual like people don’t realize how much SA changes your body and your brain. Like it’s harder to say no, your brain doesn’t register safe touch anymore. And they’ll be like “oh it’ll go away” no it doesn’t. It’s a scary feeling.

Anonymous 5d

the amount of unsafe situations i have put myself in because of this is actually so upsetting

Anonymous 5d

literally. thank you to my autistic cousin that assaulted me that everyone expects me to still be okay with just bc she’s autistic. autism isn’t an excuse to assault people and i hate that her family enables her so much 💔

Anonymous 5d

Yes it changes how you think so much, even outside of sexual situations. I’m twenty years old and it’s been fifteen years since it happened and I’m still having to forcibly remind myself that if something hurts, I can stop. I don’t have to continue on and wait for my body to adjust to the pain and block it, I can stop that thing, be it sexual or even just something like showering with the water too hot

Anonymous

#2 5d

also sorry for the trauma dump guys 😅

Anonymous

#2 5d

It’s okay You’re in a safe space. I’m sorry that happened to you. 💕 Autism, mental health, etc., aren’t an excuse to hurt someone. They’re more than able to understand when they’re hurting someone. And the fact that ppl are enabling it is even more scary and says a lot about them.

Anonymous

OP 5d

thank you 🥹 it also sucks bc she’s a big reason that i don’t have many memories from around the age that it happened. but my dad has also told me stories (that i don’t remember) of her literally hurting me (pinching me, stepping on my feet, pulling my hair (HARD), etc) when we were with the whole family and everyone was yelling at me for screaming/crying/being upset. but absolutely zero consequences for her.

Anonymous

#3 5d

I haven’t figured out how to explain that my bf yet, that maybe I’d be fine with going further than kissing, but I have no idea where my limits are or if I’ll stop myself or him when we find them. Which is 90% of the reason we haven’t gone further, because I genuinely have no idea how to communicate that in a way that shows I do trust him, I just don’t trust myself