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I wish I had atleast one close girl friend.. I feel like I’m forced to just sit alone and deal with all my trauma and it swallows me whole. I just want to laugh, talk, and hang out with someone. Just somebody who cares about me is all. I feel so trapped.
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Anonymous 11w

I understand you to the core of my being. trauma is so isolating and when you don’t have a single person to carry any pain with you it just feels so isolating

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 11w

Exactly.. And the moment I choose to start healing is when all my friends vanish and only people with ill intentions want to stick around but they’re not there for me so what’s the point. I want an excuse to not be in this traumatic ass home, I want to make memories, I want to feel alive. Even if it’s for brief moments, I want to forget all the never ending trauma that tries to changes every little aspect of who I show up as. It’s hard to fit in after that.

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