
In a way I know, but I also don’t feel ready. We were supposed to a couples costume, and carve pumpkins, and we had a special event next month. I had a lot of firsts planned with him (nothing huge just dumb sentimental stuff that I haven’t gotten in other relationships bc they cheated or something before we could). We also live together… and he moved from another city 6 hours away. And doesn’t drive. So it’s complicated :/( :(