Board, cuz one of my aunts came (dads sister) and I went on insta for the first time in forever and just kept on remembering the fact that my friends I can’t relate, my father never once spoiled me or my mother, he was there but not present, almost like he didn’t want to be there but didn’t want to be alone in life so chose a “family” to post around and get validation. I can name time and time again where he was there but no present as in an active father, but can’t name instances where he was

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I feel you girl. I literally have to put my phone down and distract myself when I see good active fathers online or even in person. It upsets me deeply.

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