
i understand, i am really sorry but i’m still proud of you for making that one ending decision for yourself as difficult, heartbreaking, and sad it may be you did it for yourself and i beg of you please continue to do things no matter how big or small or how much or how little just please do things for YOU
i truly am so sorry that was taken from you i know what it’s like. you deserve to live out that dream and it was right in your grasp only for it to be stripped. you’ve earned it by putting in the work and the hours for it. i hope that one day you will be able to fulfill that dream of yours and that you’ll have someone by your side who is ten times better!!