
Last time, we hung out and were just supposed to get food, watch a movie, talk, and play board games, but all we did was get food because he got “horny”. I feel hurt and can’t stop crying because I lost my virginity and it was something special to me. I can’t believe I gave it up. He says I’m the one, but I don’t know and now I feel like shit. Oh my gosh, I can’t believe I lost my virginity and I don’t even know if he loves me.