
It’s genuinely so frustrating. When I’m single everybody tells me when are you going to date? Why don’t you? Then when I date and it’s why don’t you respect yourself find someone better? I have tried. I try and try and try and I’m tired of just wanting to be wanted and understood by someone. I’m tired of wanting the thing that everybody has been saying I should have since I was a little girl, and being punished for wanting it. I’m tired of being punished because other people can’t act right.