i haven’t been diagnosed with hemorrhoids but like i feel like i know you know😭 so i think mine are pretty mild but i def got them bc of my ocd, forcing myself to strain to empty, and then wiping way too hard and causing inflammation. and then my ocd makes me afraid to wipe so i hold it in when i do have to go, leading to more problems :/ im forced to do exposure therapy atp if i don’t want to make it worse
Yeah that’s real af but on the bright side there’s a chance it’s just ur ocd saying u have hems and u don’t but yeah it is one of those if u can feel em u can feel em. Just focus on getting urself to shit more often so u don’t get them and they have time to heal it’s scary every wipe for me too. Once u can shit without being scared then take care of them. Wishing u luck queen