
i used to feel super guilty but (bare with me this might sound bonkers) i was watching this one twitch streamer i like last year and someone asked him something about like "should i order food" in the chat and he just went "do whatever u want, its your money" and that just changed my mentality and i stopped feeling guilty 🤷♀️; tldr: its your money, you can buy what u want to when u want to