Taking myself out of everyone’s life and living solo. I think that would make things okay. I don’t want to get out of the bed and most of any other emotion I feel is anger. I feel angry and numb. Sometimes I wish I had the guts just give up. I don’t want to hate myself anymore. I’m tired of the pain in my chest. I’m just tired.

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their lives will be a million times worse if u remove urself before ur time. think abt it like this: ur going through all of this rn but if a friend or family member of urs was going through smth really difficult & needed someone ud want them to reach out wouldnt u? u wouldnt want them to tell themselves theyd be a bother bc ur life is hard enough as it is & just force themselves to struggle in silence. thats how ur loved ones feel abt u. pls pls reach out

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