bro im sorry but i really thought erotica would be able to be my sanctuary in a world where visual porn is inundated with the male gaze but i was wrong. you cant just get anything simple on these sites. you put in "first time" and you get "first time ANAL" "first time INCEST" "first time BNWO" or some bullshit like omfg. and i dont wanna go on ao3 cuz its all fandom cringe and tumblr is just 14 y/o girls who sexualize real people. and yes ive tried looking for original work on ao3