hate him or anything, so i’m still just so in love with him. and everyone says eventually i’ll feel better or meet someone new but it’s been months atp trying to focus on myself and going to therapy and i don’t feel any better and am still convinced he’s my soulmate and it’s like i know i deserve someone who loves me as much as i love him but like it still doesn’t change the fact that I LOVE HIM UGHHHH AND I DONT WANT TO