Don’t harm yourself girl. I know how you feel I truly do. But no one is perfect and no situation can have blame placed 100% on you. You are made exactly as you are for a reason. And we all have strengths and weaknesses and I’d bet that so many people out there would appreciate your strengths and you should too ❤️

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I thought I was the only one who has gone through this 🥲

6

I feel that way sometimes too. I wonder sometimes if it’s because as children we are punished for doing the wrong thing so when we are adults we feel like punishing ourselves is the only way to make it right. That’s not true though. It’s not how things are made right. It’s probably something worth talking to a therapist about but you’re definitely not alone

4

Same. Sometimes I’ll suddenly remember every bad thing I’ve done and hate myself for it. And then my mind either goes to self harming or wishing God would take me off this Earth or begging for forgiveness 😭. Bc I know if I was given a do-over, I would never do it again. But there are no do-overs so I’m just stuck with my choices. And then I get anxious about the consequences that have yet to come from those choices and I just want to die all over again

4

Yes - definitely a symptom of my anxiety disorder. Just know that you are the only one who remembers the weird and rude things you said in 4th grade, and the fact that you’re worried about your impact on other people means that you’re a good person

3

that is called ruminating

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