Sometimes I miss how obsessed with me my ex was. I know it’s because he’s a psychopath (diagnosed) and he realized he could control me. I still sometimes miss the yearning and excitement. I’m forever grateful I got out of the relationship tho
I never want to get back together with him. He was an abusive asshole but he was obsessed with me. It’s fucked up that I miss the obsession and relationship some days because that’s what I feel like I deserve