The constant su!c!d3 ideation is never ending its like the snail that follows you forever. No matter how far i go or how many distractions its always there
I hate that I understand this completely. It’s relentless…
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Anonymous#11d
Cant see myself even 5 years into the future
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AnonymousOP1d
No one can. Life is so full of chaos whatever someone foresees in 5 years will probably be vastly different from what they were idealizing.
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Anonymous#21d
If I didn’t see this chaos as a gift, I would not be in the mental space I am today. If you ever need a stranger to talk to when things get dark, feel free to reach out anytime!