+) Woke up at 4:30 to him in bed with me, my knife gone. He was on his phone on TikTok. He hasn’t slept all night and god knows when he came to bed but he barely fucking acknowledged me. I’m in the bathroom rn and he just went out onto the front porch. I’m allowed to be mad that he didn’t support me, right?
It’s not the first one, no. We talked about it and apparently he’s been having a hard time lately and didn’t tell me. He’s dealing with a lot of his own personal stuff and couldn’t be there for me. I get it and I’m glad he finally told me but I’m also a bit upset because I felt abandoned in the moment