Girl I understand, I broke up with one of my bfs in 2022 after I went to college and we have always had this weird close connection where we will go from not talking to eachother for months or a year and then one of us adds the other and it’s like no time passed. I will say tho I am across the country and haven’t seen him in person since 2022
I hate how I always compare every guy to him, like he was amazing, I would get the ick but that’s a me think freaking out but he understood my mental health never pushed nothing and so now when a new guy doesn’t understand my anxiety or tries to go to fast I’m like oh he would never have done this