Anonymous OP 1w

I’m too scared to even tell him. I’ve slowly started to resent him, I hate being near him, I hate talking to him, I only see his bad traits. When he told me this solution to my tuition payments this summer, he didn’t understand why I was crying. His girlfriend thought I was being ungrateful and didn’t want to work.

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Anonymous OP 1w

I was always planning to get a job to try and pay for next semester, that wasn’t it at all. They waited so long to answer and talk to me about it that I missed band camp and I had already applied to multiple online schools. I was trying to figure out a job at the local school as a substitute and talking to my partner about moving in because I couldn’t stand the idea of living at home all year round

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Anonymous OP 1w

Then they dropped it on me. I came back. I’m behind in band, I already feel like I’m drowning in coursework, both my jobs start next week. I still haven’t told him. He asks me how I am and I ignore it for days at a time. I tell him my phones messed up. I cry over the times when I was “daddys girl” and now I can’t stand the thought of going to his house. Hugs feel awkward. I pull my hair out and chew my nails off when I know I’m going to have to be with him. I want to be a kid again

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Anonymous OP 1w

I want to go back to how it used to be

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