
Such as, 1. I have tried making plans either it’s super late for some people who can’t switch a day of work around or they already used up gained days. Or they don’t care enough to help arrange a good day, mainly bc my ideas aren’t what they prefer or too tentative, and/or there isn’t enough value in me to care for a solid plan
2. I live at home, so I don’t want to host people if my parents are feet away. They don’t like drinking, smoking, or vaping. My room is small as well. The house wasn’t built for hosting, yk? 3. After years of some used up friendships, I’ve come to learn that nothing I say is fun or interesting. It doesn’t click. Yet, Vice versa, I don’t do anything with others to have smth cool to say or share. I’ve accepted that I’m best alone for things I want to do, even if it sucks alone.