
—how do i get over this?? I want to experience stuff like my friends and I know there’s NO rush but Im tired of waiting 💔 Im on dating apps and I get so afraid when people like me and is why I can’t ever just let go and follow my desires or wants. I think maybe subconsciously the idea of some having that access to me almost cringes me out which i confuses me 😭??? Did i not get loved enough as a kid or something ts is frustrating