I want to go to a rage room. Or have a spot where I can rage alone and not be bothered but that’s kinda hard. Those are a pretty Penny and a bit far. The whole exercise thing doesn’t help. It doesn’t get the pain where it needs to be, or feels like it’s released it has made me feel worse when I have tried. I’m just not physical like that. I only ask bc the festering happens due to me not having any one I feel I can talk too when I get that way. It’s almost childish behavior of me, idk