I have no idea how to explain it but do you ever just get in a mood where everything feels wrong? Like after getting lost in thought or listening to deep music for too long. I feel like I need to get out of here and start over and my life is all wrong idk
I also kinda feel like that Truman show but one of the actors just acting out a fake stupid boring life but then they go home and it’s like wtf am I doing I don’t want this. But practically they can’t really do much about it