i relate to this so much, the pain and loneliness i’m feeling rn is so unbearable. by staying here we are making the harder choice, however even if it feels small, there IS a chance that things will get better and that there is light on the other side of the tunnel. sounds so corny but please give yourself the chance (even if it feels small) to find that light. if you ever need someone to chat with feel free to dm 🫶🏻
I really feel you. I used to wish I could just die without any pain and disappear from the world and cease to exist. It’s so hard to find help, and if you tell anyone you know they just judge without genuine concern. I really hope you’re able to find a good resource, you deserve to be here with us all :) (I’m sorry if this is phrased weird but I mean it in the sweetest way)
i understand OP. it’s really fucking hard when no one gives a shit about you or shows you any love or care. you can love urself but being devoid of that human connection is really hard. i stay alive for the smallest chance that one day it might get better and things will change. if im gonna be here i might as well see what happens