i wish u nothing but fulfillment. my ex and i met when i was 16, he cheated at 18, but i stayed until i left for college at 19. he drove 2,000 miles to visit me at the school i used to escape him. it wasn’t love, it was manipulation. i fell into his cycle two more times, drove the miles to see him, (including 1 year of no contact) now i’m 21 and i cut off contact 2 months ago. it’s never over until u learn ur lesson and im proud i finally have. i know u can too
YES! this is the first boy ive truly opened up to ever since my ex. he gives me princess treatment and so much reassurance. its scary because he really reminds me of who my ex was at the beginning. i recently shared that & my past trauma with him. i may regret it later, but communication truly is key. if i get my heart broken for being honest, at least i never stopped being true to myself and others yk? im scared of being hurt but i forgot how good it feels to let urself fall (cheesy af ik)