I’m sure you’ll be able to find someone! I did, he never sexualizes me and he even waited two years to date me. He understands my sexual trauma runs deep and that sometimes I need to take a big step back. He literally never initiates, which I’m actually happy about because it makes me feel like I have more control. He doesn’t get mad at me when I want to stop, either. He helps me through panic attacks and he’s been SO clear on getting consent and stuff. You’ll find someone, it might take a bit