I’m in my 2nd year. I already have so many regrets about freshman year & I even still dwell on mistakes in Highschool. I just constantly feel like I’m dragging a weight attached to ankle😅 I hope it gets better for the both of us though. And honestly, kudos to you. College is hard enough so I can’t imagine working as well. The resilience I strive to have😭 I’m sending hugs, wishing you well & the best of luck🫶😊