There will always be someone better than you regardless so why not just enjoy the things you like regardless of how good you are at it? I am absolute shit I mean DOGSHIT at tennis. I took a class and literally for 3 months was the only one who could barely play but I loved it because I progressed at my own pace, not at anyone else’s. Just have fun with the process not the outcome. Maybe the more time you spend with your friends their skills can rub off on you?