Idk for me I want to know they opinions of others bc I genuinely can’t tell bc I look different in different mirrors the camera I honestly have no idea how I actually look so I see myself through the eyes of others ig. Maybe even though I’m insecure I still accept my face and don’t want to change it ig I just want comfort to see it’s not as bad as I think it is. But for me it’s not like fatness that bothers me it’s more my face feels very assymetrical and I get insecure