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I wish I could be college forever. I wish I could collect degree after degree with no worry about money. I wish I could learn everything with no pressure of having a job in the future. I wish I had access to ppl in the top of their fields to learn from
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Anonymous 1w

I swear I could research and write papers all day without blinking if I wasn’t stressed about money. If I didn’t think about every cent I’m wasting if I don’t get a good grade. I think every day about how much I’m missing what I’m actually interested in favor of something that will make me money afterwards. I wish I could go into history, or philosophy, or SOMETHING but no. I have to stick with STEM bc I need to make money 🙄

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Anonymous 1w

god i wish i had this drive. i’m struggling with the two classes im taking now, im trying so hard to stay in school but i really dont like it

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Anonymous 1w

You are 100% not alone, that’s how I felt and it’s a major reason why I decided to pursue a PhD. I heard it was five years of more school and that sold me. I do remember feeling, however, that I wish I could get a router education after college, a PhD is notably, rather narrow. . Those I had to pick up on my own through audiobooks mostly and YouTube explainer channels, but not a formal education.

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Anonymous 1w

Maybe become a prof and never leave school?

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

I think some schools have programs where they lowkey just pay you to learn a bunch of stuff

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

That requires getting a doctorate in something

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

But if you love learning, that might be a legit option for you.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

getting a doctorate is mostly just research and profs do a lot of research too

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 1w

Often I was made to feel like the desire to be a forever. Student was a crazy person thing, characteristic of some kind of insecurity. That is not the case, it’s rooted in curiosity. I think we are expected to see education as the means to a job, I see a job as the means to pay for an education. Education is the fun part.

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 1w

I’ll go even further to say that before I realized I wanted to do a PhD, I always wanted to go to med school. No part of being a doctor ever appeal to me, I just thought that med school sounded fun.

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 1w

lol a lot of typos from voice to text. But a PhD is narrow by definition, though I found some of what I wanted by doing interdisciplinary research. My dissertation covers genetics, computer science, design, and arguably some business. But interests like history, engineering, physics, get somewhat satisfied with YouTube, audio books, etc.

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 1w

You know what’s wild, there’s a SCARY disdain for the humanities in stem, and what I would argue is a dangerous ignorance of it. My PhD is genetics, and no once did we have a history class on the field. So you got people that know how to edit genes but never covered “3 generations of imbecile are enough” in a class. That’s concerning to me

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 6d

Yeah I just don’t have doctoral degree money 😭😭

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6d

I’m not sure what your field is, but for most PhDs you get paid to do them. You’re working throughout as either a researcher or as a TA

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