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Girl Talk 16w
this might sound lame but when i had my bf, i was my best self and i had never been so happy with myself unfortunately i have returned to insane screentime and get stuck with wanting to do much but unable to just do it, messy room, unhealthy again etc
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Anonymous 16w

i make 3 steps forward but 4 steps back in other ways, i do believe i am better than before believe it or not, before i used to not even have a job and just do classes (and fail them) now im passing and have a job, but dont do much else, i feel like time just flies and i dont have the discipline to do anything

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 16w

anyway with my breakup, i think i grieve that short time where i was at my full potential and i was like “this is what ive always dreamed of” i was so insanely productive in ways i had never been and just so happy it was the extrinsic motivation of wanting to be better for myself to be a better gf, and he never pressured me ever, even now, i wish he was still my bf, i wish he would even be in the same country at least.

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