There is no one who has lived your life before, you don’t know where you’re at and you don’t know where you’re going to end up. Stop worrying and just move forward.

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i used to but eventually i just kept doing things i liked and slowly stopped caring. i'm not where i thought i'd be back when i was younger, but the younger version of me didn't know how much joy my current path has either. if i didn't make the choices i did that diverted from the original plan, i would've never met some of my closest friends or found my greatest passions outside of my dream career

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no but i do get insecure about if the path im going down actually makes me happy or if im just doing it because im supposed to

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yeah honestly i’m kind of a bum

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Yes and no. I don’t like my reality and the reality I want is like the 1%. I’ve always wanted to act but my mom definitely forced STEM down my throat so now I am in a field I hate but I’m good at. I’m also mentally ill and broke asf so that doesn’t help on how I don’t enjoy my life. But I don’t compare myself to others. It’s more so an internal thing and the goals I’ve set for myself.

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I don’t think I’m behind, I just don’t want to be where I am rn. I’m doing good, but I want to be better.

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