god im so fucking pathetic. there’s a girl i wanted to be friends with for months and just now i dozed and had a dream where we hung out. like we ate dinner, went to a theme park, a musical, sang a duet. i’m so upset i woke up. i wish we could be friends.
we talked meaningfully thrice (the last time was a month back) and i sent them a text a week back but they never responded. idk if she’s busy or if there’s a fucking hint i need to take