Before my bf I wanted to be a doctor I still do mostly in name and I wanna practice, but sometimes I’m like I want the soft life like pilates, yoga, being home, getting massages and nails done. Before my bf I truly was a tomboy so idk what’s happening
Yeah but at the same time this scares me, all the sudden I’m like what if I don’t wanna work, or sometimes I’m like I can afford to not be too hard on myself and not be hardcore when I’m premed but at the same time I want to be a doctor so I can’t afford that.
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AnonymousOP6w
I was like you then we broke up and I was back to the grind
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Anonymous#26w
See this is also what I’m afraid of, I love my bf but if I have this mindset, do I need to break up with him, i really don’t want to.
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AnonymousOP6w
No I’m not saying to breakup but I’m also saying go get your education and grind bc you can’t count on someone to support you and it to last forever
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AnonymousOP6w
Make sure you don’t lose sight of your goals bc you might revert to them but embrace both aspects of yourself at the moment
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Anonymous#26w
Yeah I get this, I mean my parents are well a project and have an abusive relationship and my mother just won’t leave so I have attachment issues