wait! this is me!! now i’m finally working 45 hours and distracting myself but im always like “am i avoiding the processing part” but no. i was doing nothing but being at home and processing for 9 months 😞 still hurting, nothing works, but at least now im busy, and then the only free time i have, i get sad 😖 im trying my bestest
Awe girly I feel this, sometimes I feel like I miss having someone but then another part of me is like we are so young I want to build my life instead of waiting for someone to love me so then I can start a life w them you know? Let people miss out on your level up and progress. Be proud of yourself and grieve however long you need to. It’s all in the process of healing
ty friend. we got this. you know it’s embarrassing really, after about the 6 month mark i stopped talking about this to anyone. because all my loved ones love me, but the pity they looked at me with hurt my soul, and they just didn’t have anything else to say, i get it, it seems excessive now, they don’t judge me maliciously or anything but it probably just seems ridiculous now to them
you’ve probably heard this before so ignore me if this is repetitive, but calling the hiring manager after applying is the key!! i’ve had to call the same place literally 5 times to finally catch their hiring manager. that being said, out of 11 places, only 3 were actually hiring 🫠