No I want to be shorter with smaller feet and smaller hands because I CANT FIND CLOTHWS OR SHOES THAT FIT ME PERIOD THOSE ARE BASIC NECESSITIES. Much less cute ones. Most of my shoes are from the men’s section because I have no other choice. I never even said thinner I said shorter.
I’m not even upset. Someone can use a word twice, you’re using it wrong. You literally admitted to having anorexia so I don’t wanna go back-and-forth about ED culture. I can literally tell what you’re referring to and it’s giving body dysmorphia, which is triggering for other people.
Like I’m not even looking to be skinny like any thinner and I would look like a skeleton again cuz I have huge bones. I literally just want to be not 6’3 with a 13 size foot and have a selection of clothes and shoes that fit that are cutesy. I’m stuck shopping in the men’s section for shoes and pants so often and it’s so degrading. I don’t feel right in my body. Somehow that means I relapsed tho?